I wish I could just ask you
Why
why am I not good enough
But it’s not that easy
And I don’t want to seem weak
And vulnerable
even though I am most of the time
what games are you playing
Cause I don’t get the rules
It doesn’t seem that there are any, really
It’s like one week you want to spend all your time with me
And the next week you don’t want to have anything to do with me
Is it something I’m doing wrong
or do you just not know what you want
you only use me to your convenience
But every time you call I drop everything and come running
It’s like you’re a drug
And I can’t get enough of you
I’m so addicted
And I’m afraid to lose you
and as sick and twisted as it may be
I want every bit of it
And I love it
I wish I could make sense of us though
And learn the rules to your game
So maybe there was a chance that I could keep up with you
But you’re just making up the rules as you go along
So I’m lost
And helpless
Hanging on your every word
And your every move
It’s toxic
But I love it

its like i do nothing right. i cant please anyone. but fuck it. i did what was right for me this time. and i dont feel bad about it.

earthnation:

DONT GO THRU OLD CONVERSATIONS WITH SOMEONE WHO U USED TO BE CLOSE WITH

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